UNDER THE INFLUENCE

 

After experiencing drastic changes in my environment, I looked for other experiences that might profoundly affect my perception of self.  So I devised another experiment where everyday I took a different drug or intoxicant and drew myself under the influence.  Within weeks I became lethargic and suffered mild brain damage that fortunately wasn't irreparable.  I am still conducting this experiment but over greater lapses of time and I only take drugs that are given to me. 


Self-Portrait video:

 

"Near Death Experience"

 


 

 

 

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25I-NBOMe

 

 

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Abilify / Xanax / Ativan (dosage unknown in hospital)



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90mg Abilify (after 3 months usage 3x maximum dose)

 

 

1 sm Glass of "real" Absinth (not the fake crap)

 

 

10mg Adderall

 

 

10mg Ambien

 

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Bath Salts

 

 

15mg Buspar (snorted)

 


4 Butalbitals (doseage unknown)


 

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Butane Honey Oil

 

 

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250mg Cephalexin (painted w/ watercolor pencil, water and cephalexin)

 

 

1/2 gram Cocaine

 

 

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Computer Duster (2 squirts)

 

 

2 bottles of Cough Syrup

 

1 "Bump" of Crystalmeth

 

 

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4mg Dilaudid

 

 

1 shot of Dilaudid / 3 shots of Morphine (In the ER with kidney stones)

 

 

 

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DMT (during and after)

 

 

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60mg Geodon 

 

 

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Hash

 

 

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Heroin (Snorted)

 

 

Huffing Gas (during and right after)

 

 

Huffing Lighter Fluid (during and right after)

 


 

7.5mg Hydrocodone / 7.5mg Oxycodone / 3mg Xanax

 

 

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Khat (chew and tea)

 

 

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3mg Klonopin

 

 

10mg Lortab

 

 

Marijuana (Kine Bud)

 

 

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G13 Marijuana

 

 

Morphine IV (doseage unknown)

 

 

Psilocybin Mushrooms (2 caps onset)

 

 

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2mg Nicotine Gum (after quitting smoking for 2 months)

 

 

Nitrous Oxide

 

 

Nitrous Oxide / Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)

 

 

PCP

 

 

7.5mg Percocet

 

 

2 Pot Brownies

 

 

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1 Glass of Pruno

 

 

 

Marijuana Resin

 

 

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4mg Risperdol

 

 

Ritilin (doseage unknown-snorted)

 

 

Salvia Divinorum (right before but mostly right after)

 

 

100mg Seroquel



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100mg Tramadol



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100mg Trazadone

 

 

20mg Valium

 

 

Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)



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Valium IV, (Albuterol, Saline & Oxygen mixture)

 

 

2mg Xanax

 

 

50mg Zoloft (after 2 weeks)



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10mg Zyprexa (after 2 weeks in hospital)

 

 

 

Ativan / Haloperidol (doseage unknown in hospital)