UNDER THE INFLUENCE
After experiencing drastic changes in my environment, I looked for other experiences that might profoundly affect my perception of self. So I devised another experiment where everyday I took a different drug or intoxicant and drew myself under the influence. Within weeks I became lethargic and suffered mild brain damage that fortunately wasn't irreparable. I am still conducting this experiment but over greater lapses of time and I only take drugs that are given to me.
Self-Portrait video:
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25I-NBOMe
Abilify / Xanax / Ativan (dosage unknown in hospital)
90mg Abilify (after 3 months usage 3x maximum dose)
1 sm Glass of Absinth
10mg Adderall
Alcohol
10mg Ambien
Ativan / Haloperidol (doseage unknown in hospital)
Bath Salts
15mg Buspar (snorted)
4 Butalbitals (doseage unknown)
Butane Honey Oil
250mg Cephalexin (painted w/ watercolor pencil, water and cephalexin)
1/2 gram Cocaine
Computer Duster (2 squirts)
2 bottles of Cough Syrup
1 "Bump" of Crystalmeth
20mg Cyclobenzaprine
4mg Dilaudid
1 shot of Dilaudid / 3 shots of Morphine (In the ER with kidney stones)
60mg Geodon
Hash
Heroin (Snorted)
Huffing Gas (during and after)
Huffing Lighter Fluid
7.5mg Hydrocodone / 7.5mg Oxycodone / 3mg Xanax
Khat (chew and tea)
3mg Klonopin
300mg Lithium
10mg Lortab
(Shitty) LSD
Marijuana (Kine Bud)
Marijuana (G13)
Marijuana Resin
Morphine IV (doseage unknown)
Psilocybin Mushrooms (2 caps onset)
2mg Nicotine Gum (after quitting smoking for 2 months)
Nitrous Oxide
Nitrous Oxide / Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)
Opium
PCP
7.5mg Percocet
2 Pot Brownies
1 Glass of Pruno
4mg Risperdol
Ritilin (doseage unknown-snorted)
Salvia Divinorum (before and after)
100mg Seroquel
Sodium Thiopental IV
250mg Soma
100mg Tramadol
100mg Trazadone
20mg Valium
Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)
Valium IV, (Albuterol, Saline & Oxygen mixture)
2mg Xanax
50mg Zoloft (after 2 weeks)
10mg Zyprexa (after 2 weeks in hospital)
