UNDER THE INFLUENCE

 

After experiencing drastic changes in my environment, I looked for other experiences that might profoundly affect my perception of self.  So I devised another experiment where everyday I took a different drug or intoxicant and drew myself under the influence.  Within weeks I became lethargic and suffered mild brain damage that fortunately wasn't irreparable.  I am still conducting this experiment but over greater lapses of time and I only take drugs that are given to me. 


Self-Portrait video:

 

"Near Death Experience"

 

 

 

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25I-NBOMe

 

 

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Abilify / Xanax / Ativan (dosage unknown in hospital)



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90mg Abilify (after 3 months usage 3x maximum dose)

 

 

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1 sm Glass of Absinth

 

 

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10mg Adderall

 

 

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Alcohol

 

 

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10mg Ambien

 

 

 

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Ativan / Haloperidol (doseage unknown in hospital)

 

 

 

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Bath Salts

 

 

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15mg Buspar (snorted)

 


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4 Butalbitals (doseage unknown)


 

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Butane Honey Oil

 

 

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250mg Cephalexin (painted w/ watercolor pencil, water and cephalexin)

 

 

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1/2 gram Cocaine

 

 

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Computer Duster (2 squirts)

 

 

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2 bottles of Cough Syrup

 

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1 "Bump" of Crystalmeth

 

 

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20mg Cyclobenzaprine

 

 

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4mg Dilaudid

 

 

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1 shot of Dilaudid / 3 shots of Morphine (In the ER with kidney stones)

 

 

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DMT (during and after)


 

 

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60mg Geodon 

 

 

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Hash

 

 

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Heroin (Snorted)

 

 

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Huffing Gas (during and after)

 

 

 

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Huffing Lighter Fluid

 


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7.5mg Hydrocodone / 7.5mg Oxycodone / 3mg Xanax

 

 

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Khat (chew and tea)

 

 

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3mg Klonopin

 

 

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300mg Lithium

 

 

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10mg Lortab

 

 

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(Shitty) LSD

 

 

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Marijuana (Kine Bud)

 

 

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Marijuana (G13)

 

 

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Marijuana Resin

 

 

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Morphine IV (doseage unknown)

 

 

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Psilocybin Mushrooms (2 caps onset)

 

 

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2mg Nicotine Gum (after quitting smoking for 2 months)

 

 

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Nitrous Oxide

 

 

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Nitrous Oxide / Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)

 

 

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Opium

 

 

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PCP

 

 

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7.5mg Percocet

 

 

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2 Pot Brownies

 

 

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1 Glass of Pruno

 

 

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4mg Risperdol

 

 

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Ritilin (doseage unknown-snorted)

 

 

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Salvia Divinorum (before and after)

 

 

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100mg Seroquel



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Sodium Thiopental IV



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250mg Soma



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100mg Tramadol


 

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100mg Trazadone

 

 

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20mg Valium

 

 

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Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)



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Valium IV, (Albuterol, Saline & Oxygen mixture)

 

 

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2mg Xanax

 

 

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50mg Zoloft (after 2 weeks)



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10mg Zyprexa (after 2 weeks in hospital)